Somber

I am somber.  We went to Morgan’s Wonderland on the 25th.  A dear sweet 4 year old little girl named Ember Hill passed away on the 26th.  Yesterday was her funeral.  It was a beautiful service.  Her life was celebrated.  I bawled.  Funerals seem so unfair to me.  The family prepares a beautiful expression of love during their most painful hours.  They stand and receive all of their friends and community.  They allow all of us to have closure and say good-bye.  What are they doing?  To me it seems they are helping us grieve.  Then we all go home to our normal lives and go on, but the family is left standing there, empty.  They have comforted us, but they are still crying.  In our world, people are uncomfortable with grief and sorrow.  Healing takes time.  I pray for the Hill family.  I pray they can find reason to get up in the morning and get through each hour.  We love you.

Sweet Bella is sick.  Fevers of 102, so sad and uncomfortable.  She has had low grade temps since our pulmonology appointment.  She is coughing.  Hoping she can get better soon.  I hate to see her like this.

 

Driving home from San Antonio –  love the foot!  :)

 

 

 

 

Just a sweet picture of my Bella from last week.  I love her little smiles – like she knows something that I don’t!